They say the pain will go away

Take it day by day, child

But my tears are falling like rain

Its just petty pain, child

The horrifying thoughts the little voices that dance in my head

Just little demons rest your head and they’ll go to bed

Monsters yelling downstairs anger igniting

Sweety no you’ve got it wrong that’s not your parents fighting

Mommy says shes leaving and never coming back

No shes going on a holiday my dear she’ll be back

*children crying parents lying

Covering the wounds

Sugar coating everything

They’ll leave here soon

Unicorns and fairytales

Building up the faith

One day they’ll set sail

I just wish they’d wait*

Children grow into their teens

 get responsibilities

need to try and learn new things

need to be a little free

they need friends and happiness

and parents who are proud of them

I’m only fifteen

I lack all of them

Teens need reality

That’s complete truth

But wheres the line between reality

And scarring abuse

Parents so consumed in life

Not noticing suicidal cries

If they can’t push through the strife

Then how can i

*

Stop yelling stop fighting

I’m still a child

Be proud love me

My mind is going wild

Take the time notice me

I’m still developing

Take the time to change my mind

Before time is up… and I’m gone

 with love, rp