They say the pain will go away

Take it day by day, child

But my tears are falling like rain

Its just petty pain, child

The horrifying thoughts the little voices that dance in my head

Just little demons rest your head and they’ll go to bed

Monsters yelling downstairs anger igniting

Sweety no you’ve got it wrong that’s not your parents fighting

Mommy says shes leaving and never coming back

No shes going on a holiday my dear she’ll be back

*children crying parents lying

Covering the wounds

Sugar coating everything

They’ll leave here soon

Unicorns and fairytales

Building up the faith

One day they’ll set sail

I just wish they’d wait*

Children grow into their teens

 get responsibilities

need to try and learn new things

need to be a little free

they need friends and happiness

and parents who are proud of them

I’m only fifteen

I lack all of them

Teens need reality

That’s complete truth

But wheres the line between reality

And scarring abuse

Parents so consumed in life

Not noticing suicidal cries

If they can’t push through the strife

Then how can i

*

Stop yelling stop fighting

I’m still a child

Be proud love me

My mind is going wild

Take the time notice me

I’m still developing

Take the time to change my mind

Before time is up… and I’m gone

 with love, rp

Feeling so alone everyone’s left me without a place called home

Feeling empty without anyone so I grab the phone

But there’s no one to call

Feeling so cold shivering in the 80 degree heat

Feeling so jumbled up I can barely even speak

But why speak with no one to hear

Feeling so useless like I could jump off the earth and it will still be bright green and blue

Feeling so worthless like theres no one I mean something to

*Frostbitten, Feeling cold and afraid

Feeling like this everyday

Frostbitten, amputate me from this earth

Because God knows I have no worth*

Feeling so scared I can’t get up from under the sheets that hide my existence

Feeling so distant theres nothing to measure the distance

I don’t know where I stand

Feeling so betrayed everyday that I can’t speak a word

Feeling like everyday is a complete blur

Because theres nothing important in their entirety

Feeling like I can’t escape, I can’t move, I can’t wake

From this terrible dream

A living nightmare

*

Feeling  like every nice persons lying

Feeling like theres no tears left for crying

Feeling the only escape is dying

Feeling like no one cares

Feeling like every look’s a glare

Feeling like theres no one there

But air

*

Frostbitten

Save me from the cold, save me from myself

 with love, rp

hey. i’m Randompoet. I write poetry.. obviously but some of it is too odd, too depressing, too anything to share with my family and friends. So I had like a lightbulb moment and I was like hey! maybe I could anonymously blog my poems and songs so here I am.. Randompoet, You ready?